Missing you so bad
Trying not to be mad
If you loved me at all
You’d pick up and call


Can’t hang around all day
Thinking of you everyday
I could move on but still here
Waiting for you to care


Loved you and still do
This ain’t nothing new
Not fair to me or you
For anger to break through


Wishing you were here
to wipe away my tears
I’m trying to be strong
Without you, it feels wrong…


I’m sorry I can’t be just your friend – there’s still just too damn much love…

EggRo11Up: i think i’ve run out of fuel for my soul…

 

So I hear you’ve run out of fuel for your soul

That life is crappy, tough and takin its toll

Just wanna, no have to tell you, my best friend

I’ll be your gas station right here til the end

 

Yes, it’s cheesy and lame, but you know it’s real

A friend’s got to get a friend’s back – that’s the deal

I’m right here baby when you need to know why

You get outta bed everyday not to die

 

You could slit your wrists and OD whenever

Leave this shitty place and Hell hole forever

But there’s so much more to it than that, my friend

It’s about sticking together through thick and thin

 

The world’s a little bit brighter due to you

The colors of your soul eliminate gray hues

Stay true to yourself and everyone you know

Then see how your reasons for living will grow

 

Some people choose to live simply cuz you do

It’s frightening responsibility, but true

I cried when I thought you may have lost the light

Then I realized, you would never give up the fight

 

You’re a better person than most people are

You dare to dream your dreams and wish upon stars

You know you’ve got this down like no other

You can go on one day after another

 

I know you’re lying when you say you’re done

There’s more than enough soul fuel for one last run

You don’t need me to tell you why you go on

Before I even refuel your soul, you’ve gone…

 

::vrooom!!!::

 

Always here for you Bubba

it’s when you’re lying there alone
at 3 a.m. after dusk, before dawn
that it is the loneliest hour
 
it’s that time when parties are ending
bars are closing and shops are done
you wish you had someone
 
it’s not about lovers
it’s about friends and family
 
the most important people in your life
are the ones you can call up at 3 a.m.
and just cry your heart out to
 
maybe it’s not tears, maybe it’s thoughts
whatever, doesn’t matter at all
they’re there for you
 
He’s there for you to tell you guys suck
She’s rooting you on to be strong
Both know you’ll get through it
 
Both know the song in your heart
and can sing it back to you
when you’ve forgotten
 
Friends may not talk for days or years
But out of the woodworks, at rock bottom
Roses heave you off the ground, angels sing
 
Knees locked, feet flat and back straight
Chin up, eyes ahead and you’re good
To walk on your own and be who you are
 
It’s not about breaking
                                losing
                                        forgetting
 
It’s always been right there
waiting for you to return
Forever meant to be shared
 
Friendships, like life
do go on…